Saturday, October 18, 2008
20 years. That's like almost 1/4 of my life, with the assumption that I live up to the average life span of a human male. Thank you worship team for the well wishes. Although last night's practice was tiring, it was definitely a fruitful one. Thank you my friends for all the well wishes that you all sent me, be it via sms, msn or facebook. It was a good feeling to receive so many well wishes from so many people all on the same day. Not forgetting those who used the tradition hand shake method. It was definitely great. Last but not least, my beloved parents and sister. They have always been on my side. Never failing to support me. 20 years and going. I love you all. Thank you God for these people in my life. 20 years on earth was made joyful with these people around me. LORD, may it be a constant reminder to me that many has yet to be saved and up to this point, a large portion of my life has already been up. The rest may be long and it may be short. Only You know how much more I have to go. May You let the rest of my life not be one that's wasted away but one that glorifys and proclaims Your name.
Looking back, time has really flew by me. 20 years. It is an age of transition. I am no longer a teenager, yet not legally an adult.
Today was a happy day for me. I've gathered so many well wishes from so many people. Makes me feel loved. Haha.
Thank you Ling Hui, Kendra, Ming Hui and Song Lee for the surprise birthday song last night. It was sweet. Wasn't expecting that from any of you all especially when you all are busy mugging away for your important exams.
S2 Branch and the 3 PAs. You guys rock! You all are the best bunch of colleagues and friends I can ever ask for! S2 sir! You're the best boss I ever had! You've never treated me like a surbordinate but a respected officer that is honoured enough to work hand in hand for you. Thank you sir!
Benjamin! My branch's new specialist! He is so nice! Gave me an oval board sticked with all my pictures! I am surprised how he got them but he is resourceful. Nice guy and hardworking!
This is what Benjamin made for me! Nice right? He is one sweet guy man. All these were hand made. On top of that, he brought me a book. "Mentoring Paradigms" by Edmund Chan.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Do you know what I feel like now?
I feel like a piece of rubber band, being pulled to the limit. The tension is there, waiting to be released. I am filled with potential energy, waiting for it to be converted into kinetic energy. I can't wait any longer, I want to be released! I want to be released so that I can fly out into the air and soar high up. I want to unleash that potential that has build up within me for so long. So long... It has been almost 2 years and it is all coming to an end soon. I can't wait! I wanna be free!
16 more weeks and counting...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Dear LORD,
I really want to thank you for putting me in such a position. It is a privileged position to be in. You put me in a position to make decisions. You see to it that my decisions changes their life. They may not notice it, but it is a joy to see their positive changes. May You continue to grant me the wisdom, to lead and serve them in every way that is pleasing in Your eyes. May You grant me the love to love them, even when things starts falling apart. Let me help them regain their confidence LORD. Let me take away the despise that has fallen upon them. Let me lift up their heads high up again. People may have given up on them, but give me the courage to challenge them, to challenge them to meet You in the eye LORD. I may not leave a legacy behind, but may I leave Your footprints in their lives LORD.
I thank you LORD Father. Lead me as you will...