Judegement...
How often have I judged you as a person?
How often have I judged you for the things you have done?
How often have I judged you based on my personal feelings?
Judgement...
Am I entitled to judge?
Who am I to judge?
Indeed. The judging heart of mine has surfaced again. I know not why I have become so judgemental nowadays. Come to think of it, I start to criticise and complain about the people and things around me. Maybe not openly but many a times silently inside my heart. I start to judge people, maybe because I myself feel like I am always being judged. Time and time again, I find myself being my snobbish self. No one sees it, but I keep on judging deep inside my heart.
I guess that's what happen when you stray away from God. Very often I find myself unable to talk to God. I find talking to Him a chore instead of it being a joy. I have not been doing my Quiet Time deligiently. I am just too tired to bother about Him.
I find myself walking blindly. I find myself not knowing what to do when things don't go my way. I find myself getting selfish and individualistic. I no longer depend on God to solve my problems.
I want to end this all. I want to come back to a heart of worship. I want to come back to you God. Forgive me for my transgressions.
To all those that I have judged and criticise, I apologise. To those who I've turned my helping hand away from you when you needed me, I seek your forgivness. Give me time to change myself.
Good bye judgement and selfishness...