Today had a match against Innova JC. It was a match that we could not lose and did not expect ourselves to lose. As things seems to go when they screw up, we lost. Lost 2 sets to 1.
The moment the final point was scored by their opponents, I fell down to the ground. Yes. Literally. My teamates had to pull me up. My heart was in total chaos. Never in my life had I fall on my knees involuntarily like that. My whole heart just crumbled. I collapsed in my soul...
As in volleyball, we play as a team, we lose as a team. I will not blame anyone or everyone. We did what we shouldn't have done and we deserve it. That is sports. Volleyball taught me to bring myself up face to face in failure. I am proud to say that I brought myself up quickly. I found my strength in God and he lifted me up. Thank God. Never in my life had I feel such a sense determination. I am impressed with myself. Seriously... I didn't expect myself to recover so quickly. Encouragement to my team! YES!! I NEED TO DO MY JOB AS A CAPTAIN!!! ENCOURAGE THEM!!
Good job Lim Young. I am proud of you. I finally understood the fact of knowing what is success only when you tasted failure. This is nothing Lim Young! What sought to destroy you can only make you stronger. I am proud of myself, really am.
Reality slaps me in the face. We have to win the next 2 matches. Mentality- NOT A CHANCE FOR THE OTHER TEAMS. Character- Determination to win and hunger to success brings you more than what you expect. Spirit- I hand it over to you Lord...